Trouble with myself
A problem within
Growing yet never knowing
Seeing but never being
Trouble with myself
Trying to be
Why can't I be
Something else
All the progress and yet
Only do I digress
More problems solved
More then arise
A never ending reminder
Who I am not
Will I ever find her
Since to the lost
I was forgot
Pained,
longing to be self sufficient
longing to please but cannot to all be
my life is nothing
my forward motion
forever longing
These directions never end
These directions they do not solve
They bind, all I am is unresolved
Unintentional the mood
Shortcomings, I would never choose
Learning and discovering
Falling back, a continuous uncovering
That, I am not
That, I wish to be
That, I am
Though none be sufficient on the inside
Me